This account is long dead. To everyone, I'm terribly sorry for what I did, and no matter how much I want to move passed it, I get reminded, and then the anxiety kicks into full gear. I completely regret what I did, and to be considered what lots think I am makes me ashamed.
I'm against what I did... I don't know the words to express how sorry I am
I'm really sorry to everyone. I know what I did, I know what could happen, I know the community hates me even more than it already had, I'm an idiot.
This is the only public account I still have access too, I cut myself off from getting to them, going as far as deleting the file I had the passwords stored in, none of which I remember.
I'm sorry, I am sorry and I will continue to be sorry for as much as long as I live. I don't want sympathy, I won't get forgiveness, I am and will forever continue to be sorry.